Salina|WA|20

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Jewel & ELF

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"Most things about me are hard to explain, I guess, like how I’m mostly delusional and live in a half-imaginary world but am also a realist to the core. I’m just a bunch of contradictions most of the time and I don’t like it, but I also do."  - Marianna Paige (via wanduring)



chanyeol rescued luhan’s hand on time

chanyeol rescued luhan’s hand on time


"When he says
He doesn’t love you anymore,
Roll your shoulders back
And look him in the eye
Even when it feels like your ribs
Are breaking inward, like spider legs.
When he digs up old aches
That he swore he forgave you for,
Smile
And ask him why he didn’t leave you sooner.
Ignore the way the words feel like sandpaper
Running all the way up your throat to your mouth.
When he blames you
For mistakes that wear his face,
Do not scream.
Do not cry.
Tell him that there are boys
Who would be proud to say they’d loved you.
Tell him that in two years
You won’t even remember his name
And don’t let him see the way you can taste your own lie.
When he leaves
Ignore the howling in your blood
And do not get up after him.
Not even to lock the door.
Do not, do not
Do not.
Smell his shirts when you box them up
To give them back.
Not one.
Swear off dating when you realize
You’re chasing ghosts that wear his smile.
It’s okay to cry over him.
It’s even okay to forgive him.
But do not go back to him.
If he did not know how to love you the first time,
He won’t know how to do it the next."  - How To Pretend It Doesn’t Hurt by Ashe Vernon  (via fractanima)



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"The way you slam your body into mine reminds me I’m alive but monsters are always hungry, darling, and they’re only a few steps behind you."  - Richard Siken  (via wanduring)



"I enjoy controlled loneliness. I like wandering around the city alone. I’m not afraid of coming back to an empty flat and lying down in an empty bed. I’m afraid of having no one to miss, of having no one to love."  - Kuba Wojewodzki  (via colourations)


luludeery:

wallpaper version (2400x1320) here :3

luludeery:

wallpaper version (2400x1320) here :3


"Whether it’s on an apology, a ride, or a phone call, the worst thing you can do to people is to keep them waiting on you."  - Mom’s advice (via fuckreiva)



この時を永遠にしようとは思わない この時はこの時で結構だ
この時を永遠にしようとは思わない
この時はこの時で結構だ

"Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way, too."  - Lemony Snicket (via funnybear)



"If you ever decide to go, I want a warning. You know, big flashing red lights and one of those clocks that counts down like a bomb in a movie? And there’s a whole bunch of colored wires and I’m not sure which is the right one to cut but I guess the green one and then at the last second, no, the red one, then click, it stops with three-tenths of a second left but then you don’t leave. Like that, okay?"  - Daily Tumblr Love Quotes (via thelovewhisperer)


gasaii:

By En..

gasaii:

By En..


"I wonder
who’s arms would I run and fall into
if I were drunk
in a room with everyone
I have ever loved"  - I saw a comment underneath this once, reading “furthermore, i wonder who would still catch me” (via meggordon)